Anticipation

Initially, I felt nothing. When people around me asked, how I was feeling, I did not know what to answer. There wasn't much excitement because I think I would prefer to go with the flow and be more composed. It's only recent, or to be exact, these few days that I felt the anticipation and look forward to the day. Maybe because of my surroundings and some people around me sharing their stories that made me like this.

I look forward to it.. yeap... especially when hubb showed me that video of the wonderful creation...

The new member on Planet Earth

After a short weekend date with hubb, we visited a dear girlfriend, whom, after a long waited journey and anticipation, welcomed her new family member yesterday. He has beautiful long eyelashes too, and weighed 3.7kg. Engrossed in her labour story, I forgot to take a shot of the lil angel, but surely the ibu will be updating him in her entry.

To Yati, your prayers of having him in your arms by this week has been fulfilled. Syukur Alhamdulillaah. Hopefully you'll be home soon and have a speedy recovery. Have a good experience of parenting Yati n Rizal!

Kita hanya merancang, tetapi Allah menentukan... That's what I've learnt from her story...

A late new year entry...

The new working year leaves me with a new routine due to the new session we are having this year. It's my 2nd experience being a floater and this, I share with other colleagues of mine although I have to be more aware of the different levels we are assigned to. I remembered that stint I had last year with the sup regarding certain things I felt along the way. Hindrances that pulled me back from being proactive and personality traits of some of them around me that I tried to shun, thus resulting me not able to put plans into practice. I was glad it turned out well because that talk I had between her and me left a deep impression. Since then, I have been able to discuss the important things left earlier, all for the sake of them and able to give voice to one's opinions or sharings with confidence, alhamdulillah.

I am more hyped on this year's organisation of things I plan to keep them in place and with istiqamah. But then come the time when I'll be on hiatus physically for 4 months and having to continue them virtually, I hope I succeed. I have one month plus left insyaAllah before I handover this task to another person and invite another new role to myself. My 2nd phase...

What's most important is the fact that I still have those around me who are still supportive (my family members), my bestfriends and other close ones. I can say that it's a good year to start and anticipating for better things ahead insyaAllah...